Current mood:	crappy
Current music:	brand new

you are the blood in my veins.
so yeah i couldn't wit until saturday, and it finally came last night and everything went wrong. i was supose to hang out with the boy i didn't see in five weeks and he got mad at me for no reason. i wanted to cry. but sean was with me for alot of the night and we talked alot, and kept going for walks. nicole and kt were getting drunk, and i saw my girlfriend, who was also drunk. so it wasnt too bad. we watched this 10 yr old mosh. and i almost peed myself. me and sean sat outside on the grass and watched the moon move between the clouds it was really cute. but yeah still i was kinda upset. i really like this one guy. ugh i really suck at life but whatever. next weekend will be a hell of alot better than this one. i dont need anymore drama then what i have no so im gunna end alot of bullshit. anyway. today i gotta do school shit that i missed for the 2 days i was out last week. and everything should be alright. i want to fix things and go back, i had a dream about this guy and it was really good. so hopefully thats a sign that everythings not totally horrible. anyway im gunna do school work so i can get good grade for first marking period. and i get mah monroe :) haha. im queer. i love him. end of story. bye<33